I always dreamed to have a boy best friend ever since. :). 'Coz for me, even if I have tons of close girl friends, having a boy best friend is still a different situation and experience :). Luckily, I found mine. I'm BAB and his UNG, but BAB..UNG was jut one of our many funny names for each other. :). On my next posts, I'll tell more of our story :). I can't explain why but I'm more normal or should I say, I'm at my true self, every time that I'm with him. Maybe, I don't have any pretensions because he accepts me for who I am, no offense to my girl best pals, but I'm more comfortable to be myself to him. And besides that, he makes me laugh always, there are no dull moments when he's beside me. I don't know but he's the only person who effortlessly makes me smile and laugh even with just simple things and more often, doing nothing :). He is also the only person who can make me cry because of laughing so hard, he gives me the feeling of being overjoyed. As the saying goes, "Any one can make you smile or cry, but it takes someone special to make you smile when you already have tears in your eyes."--that is him, for me ;). We are very comfortable with each other :) We have that certain connection, that even with just a glance, we can understand each other. We have a secret language with special codes that no one would ever be able to crack.We always have a blast every time that we're together, even if we are just two. Our energies combined together will form a riot :D. We crack jokes even if it's not funny at all. We tease each other but instead of getting mad, we laugh, laugh and laugh :D. We have a very good chemistry too, in fact, we are arts buddies, i'm the mind, he's the hands. We instantly get what each other wants and dislikes. We are also very open to each other, we know each others' weaknesses, our strengths, our flaws and accepts each other no matter what. We exchange stories, even those wackiest and a bit shameful to tell to other people even to our families, that's how comfortable we are. :D He is the sweetest when I cry. I still recall the time when I extremely cried because of that *not worthy* person, when I told him what had happened, he really tried to comfort me, he stayed and listened to my complaints and sobs, even if he's busy during that time because we're having a practice during that time. :). He begs for me when I'm mad. I still recall the day when I acted that I am mad at him after he cracked a joke at me. I just did that to see if he's really concern for me, if he will be affected and if he's willing to do any thing just to win me back. And to my surprise, I was very shocked, his mood changed suddenly after just few minutes of me not talking to him and deceiving him that I'm angry. He suddenly turned silent and his happiness meter really went down, as in zero. I really felt alarmed, my conscience was killing me during that time. So, I finished my acting stint, I approached him, since our seats are just near. He's behind me on the left side. :) I told him that I'm not really mad at him and said sorry to him. His happiness meter began to boost up. :D. At first, he can't believe me that I'm not mad. But I convinced him, and he was then happy. I noticed that he was writing something on a piece of paper. I know that he does it every time that he's sad. I really insisted to look at what he wrote. At first, he was shy to let me look at it. But, when I scared him that I will really get mad if he wouldn't allow me to look at it. He lend to me that piece of paper, he covered his face with his hands, so that he won't see my reaction while reading what he had written. :). My heart really melted as I read in his note "... a friend that has been dear to me, yet, I mistreated her. Now, she's sick of it and the last thing that I want to do is to lose her. She was closest to me. Even through the failures, she was there to see the positive in me. It was really hard to lose a friend like that." Oh God, my tears would rolled down as I finished reading that. I really felt that I'm very important to him. I admit, even though I am a very friendly person, only few of my friends, values my importance because others see my efforts for them as just a usual thing. So, I really appreciate those who knows how to appreciate my importance here on Earth because I admit that those appreciations really boost my moral as a person and inspires me to do better each day. :). He protects me. I don't know why but every time that I'm with him, I feel so secured even if it's just the two of us because he takes care for me. He is also like my dad, he doesn't want me to feel stressed, to feel down. He would always say to me to "it's too much already, stop and relax for a while" "don't forget to enjoy" :). When I called him one time, when I was sick and I have no appetite, he was deeply worried, he offered to buy foods for me, he also said to me to hung up the phone and eat first, he doesn't want me to get sick. He's really concerned for me :)
I'm really grateful to God for granting me a boy best friend like him :). He is one of the best gifts that God had ever gave to me :).
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